in one ear and out the other

2008-03-15 at 3:21 p.m.

fujiya & miyagi was good (:

the R rolls are the sexy.

but anyway, we were stopped to do some bloody long feedback form for mosaic. i gave really good reviews as usual. but looking at COACHELLA you start thinking, WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING????!!!!! but fret not. when i go overseas to study i'll make it a point to step out for as many gigs as my pocket can afford yes yes!

this is the '08 playlist this site seems really good. anyway shishkebab i feel so uneducated with my music movies everything as usual. and i realised this from spending time at home club yesterday (my second last night out for the year...). but more than that, i realised that i don't quite like indie. or rather my taste is more specific. to me there's the irritating commercial backyard indie that sounds similar emo or punk to me. it's that particular type of male vocalist. the daphne loves derby voice? eurgh. it's not condemnable of course but it's not my preference. somehow i have the impression that people who listen to these think they have the best taste in music in the world but their paletes are actually far from tuned for more quality acts. like they read their music at a particular level? but there's a depth that can be further injected into. there's the acceptable, in between, like yeah yeah yeahs. but they don't excite me. i just nod my head in acknowledgment. i have no idea why people like the pippettes. it's so annoying. okay but i think that's a different genre.

i don't know what on earth groups like the dears are supposed to be categorised into apart from the generic indie. but yeah that's quality as best as you can get it to me. and omg! turns out i actually have time to pretend by mgmt in my itunes and i didn't even know lol.

it's rather upsetting too that i don't have a taste for golden oldies in film. i wacted a little of goodfellas by martin scorsese on youtube and it was rather annoying. gangster movies haha not my thing. but i'm starting to think that it's cause i don't/haven't studied it. fine art seemed like sth scarily boring that i didn't know if i was right for. but in studing the subject and artists, the works mostly grow such wonderful impressions on us once we understand the contexts, intentions and so on. so it must be the same thing. i just need to educate myself properly.

oh and i had this disgusting dream last night. that i was hugely pregnant and my belly couldn't support the weight. so it burst open like a balloon and basically my torso exploded. my baby was on the floor, i lost my stomach, and there was just that gaping hole/opening on my front exposing my innards. so macabre. i was hurried off to some emergency ward called a "horror" ward or sth for the ultimatum cases, like mine, so full of "horror" that they needed immediate upon immediate treatment... haha don't ask me how my mind came up with that. anyway, i was really upset and anxious to correct my situation, obviously. i also felt this sense of despair cause i didn't know how they were going to replace my stomach. it's kinda worse knowing that without it you won't die, yet. but you can't eat!!!! well not with normal consequences that is. OH WAIT YOU CAN! they'll just connect it straight to your intestines lol. you put on less weight (whoo!!!) but your diet is stricter (omg NO!) and you shit more. i think, i read it somewhere. anyway that was about it for that part of the dream. part of the waiting time to go under general anesthetic i tried to go for a butter factory nu rave party in a container, but by the time i reached it was over (kinda reflective of my night...) i never got fixed. i woke up.

ahhhh welll. enough trashy talk. rachel you are so full of rubbish aww! time to study. my block tests are screwed btw. it's funny cause i thought i could do sth with this one week. but looks like i'll barely make it anywhere. and i don't really care if i perform badly? cause it's still early in the year. i just wish i didn't have to implicate my teachers and mum with my results.

bill viola is brilliant. i love his mind. i think video art is sensational (:

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