2008-04-07 at 8:44 p.m.
THANK YOU!for the first time and final year! this occation is actually a rather solemn one. cause it is probably the mark of the fittest (physically) point in my life. from here on out, without napfa, it's a downhill road. i will age, get married, have kids, and ultimately be cursed to sedation.
i don't know why no one else has ever experienced this before, or maybe they are LYING. but i think so far in my short lifetime i've dreamt of being pregnant about 4 times. and i find it traumatizing. the thought of your body being able to do something like that but your mind possibly not being ready. to cross over to being a mother. that feels like something dangerous and irrevocable. well, it IS. and the thought of carrying a life within you. separate and a part at the same time.
my dreams are insane lol. quite proud of their complexity though.
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