in tradition

2008-04-25 at 11:05 p.m.

actually, actually, i do have a whole bunch of great caring teachers. i'm so shameless to be tackling the same problem everytime. but i feel glad, and blessed to have that support. they believe in me more than my own mother, and i dare say they know me better as well, in a sense. i see again how i'd be both relieved to rid myself of jc, and also very very lost. teaching's pretty awesome after all. i hate the institution, but the institution exists.

i contracted myself to mrs wong to promise to only spend a maximum of 3 hours on one assignment/project/etc.

i actually did want to see what ms k would say to my mother. curoisity lol. but i was thinking it was more appropriate to walk away since she was in another conversation. perhaps i was treading on hazardous ground. FUNNY THING WAS, in seeing me out of the corner of her eye, she quickly disengaged herself from the elsewhere and crossing our path, introduced herself to mum saying she couldn't resist. lol! that was really amusing. although somehow i did see it coming. that inkling of a feeling was affirmed. don't know why but i wouldn't be able to resist either if i were her haha.

she was realllly nice though (: so yea, i've a lot of work to do to pull myself out of my resident rut. maybe i'm really that retarded, maybe i'm really that disillusioned. but i need to be what i'm supposed to be. how can i be anything but that?

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