2008-06-15 at 2:53 a.m.
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=19fd9c84c942a08316e0jonk mailed this out to a bunch of us friends. (yeah hello jonk your name's here laadeedahh)
didn't really know what to think watching it at first. still don't. i suppose i'm afraid to accpet what's said at face value cause things are just dangerous? considering instances such as "jesus camp". however, i see the horrific sense in what's being preached. i can understand how God really has every right to only have that select, dedicated few with him in heaven at the end of the day. the rest of us so lost in sin we wouldn't matter. our existentialist lifestyles would really be all there is to us. minus hell in the long run of eternity i guess. i see the stark possibility that i'm going to hell. yet i feel there's nothing i can do about it. maybe i don't believe the way i think i do at all.
had dinner at uncle bernard's place which was so great. i think we all really miss those old times. we remember them for the specific things we found to occupy ourselves with, according to location, according to time.
uncle bernard's: james and the giant peach or the nightmare before christmas, boogie man hunting, and skateboarding downhill.
uncle allan's: anastasia or grease, blind man's buff, and frog hunting.
other places: hide and seek, hidden sugar packets, bombbats.
sounds so stupid when i list them like this. but whatever it is, nostalgia is worth living on for in an ironic sense haha.
watched a couple of episodes of "my so-called life" starring claire daines, jarred leto, and his eyes.
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