2009-01-05 at 1:12 p.m.
SO SO SO.wah okay i guess i should try to recap what's been going on since i came back. met up with some of A2 on 31st (: celebrated the NYE WITHOUT our traditional kenneth family ): but had it with relatives instead. didn't have a countdown cause we were tired and ppl got angry lol. but i heard all the ships' horns and neighbours yelling at midnight. visited sam with the triple pillar on thurs the 1st. had dinner with my a2 clique on friday at old school!!!
(ok need a visual break)
got lured out for ice cream and coffee with jason on saturday afternoon. which made me late for ian's class bbq :P and after that i turned down going for butter's goodbye party cause of cab fare lol! on sun i was forced to go for family lunch (which was buffet at straits cafe so no regrets there) and to visit my grandfather which made me 3+ hours late to meet lois and jason at wisma starbucks.
okay this is where it gets interesting! :D lois' question of "when you use a squat pan, do you face the door or the wall?" easily fueled like two hours plus of conversation with jason's friends who came down to join him later on. too bad she left before they came though haha i think she'd really have liked that extra collection of data. lois is crazy, but like i have to say that is one of the best questions i remember hearing in quite awhile. there are all these unspoken considerations that actually tie us together in the human experience. no one's taught these things or shares them (till now) but there are always similarities to be found in the reasons WHY we do these things. human logic and reasoning haha.
hmmm and i guess, on a side note, i finally got mindy to meet rabbit. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHOO HOOO!!!! haha yesterday was just like, well it just happened. (but the toilet shit talk was very memorable) i really enjoyed getting the chance to meet jasons friends like finally. the incredible thought is how after two years finally mindy knows rabbit. yeah! :D i shall greatly enjoy updating the rest vehry soon. i don't remember seeing anyone who's felt so sincerely nice and unpretentious in a long time. in comparison i'd think that the first impression i'd have given them (and even subsequent impressions for everyone else) is like ugly and irritating and embarrassing. quite a bad thought. but i suppose even if i did seem that way, i have the company of a good memory to sustain me till the truth comes along someday. oh well.
i guess that's that for now. can't be too greedy. quite an eventful "less than a week back in singapore". hmm i actually think (or rather consider) this visit is the first time i've spoken to jason properly. i can't remember what the hell i've written him in like a letter here or there, but i've had the persisting impression that it's ultimately all still crap coming from me. there's that superficial barrier.
i hate that you know? but i can't even control that sometimes, or often as a matter of fact! i'd feel like a better person unlearning myself and being more like rabbit.
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i read nielle's blog and she recently had a retrospective post of the best of 2008. i never ever thought to do consider the past year in such a way. i don't even know if i can remember it like that. jon chan told me before too, how he likes to revisit things. i never thought myself to be the kinda person to not do so, but looks like i do live more in the here and now. i said it's cause i do my thinking on the spot. passing things out of my system soon after it happens, and (hopefully) keeping the evaluation. 2008. i think part of the reason why i don't want to go into it is cause i'd be trapped there forever. time in the canteen, time in lectures, time in the art room. so much time passing. when you watch something there's the security of knowing it's a flat image. it's light and pixels or projection on a screen. but i have no idea what real life is, and even though it's been so long i don't think i'd ever have enough of looking at our frog tank landscape.
i guess a lot of people think about their life in ways of remembering the good times, recording it down. and i do so out of perceived necessity as well. but i think i've learnt that things change too much, and there's always something else.
haha i always try to get at something when i blog. but i think i never really get it.
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i'd really like if my other closer friends had blogs. (and in this i'm referring to ppl like ian kong, amelia tan, martin hong, and for serene choo to write more leh.) i get very bored online leh.
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