2009-02-06 at 12:41 a.m.
i just watched two hours of american reality tv so i'm going a bit crazy right now. i'm hearing the whole range of american accents in my head and am starting to feel a little dramatic.visited another jap buffet with ma girls choo and ame. ate a lot of course blah blah tried clothes blah stalked an idiot couple blah. i think i really want to buy that desigual sweater... uhoh. after that i went home and hit the gym before catching AI and top model. i'm still a walking slab of insulation and protective layers, but i'm getting it back baby! i can do men push-ups again :D even though they are lame ones haha.
came online, expected to get some news from jonk's smu cafe ppl and hopefully juice, but nope. nothing in the mail cept more XXX also commented on YYY's note. i don't know about the smu lady she might have been busy, but juice not replying means i definitely didn't get it. oh and this reminds me, ame got shortlisted for frolick and me and serene didn't. i'm just going to haha at this.
i'm pretty sure it's cause i'm going reality tv crazy, but i feel a little like this is a minor devastation haha. i'm a whole bunch of consecutive failures; i don't know what i'm going to do with my life cause it seems to be telling me i belong in a drain. well if i were in the hopeful christian spirit, i'd say God has a plan and i'll discover that soon enough.
yeah. well unfortunately for my mood, it is true. so. i dunno. i guess if i'm just meant to find a $4/hr job at a place selling dried noodles, then there must be a good reason why. it's alright. maybe i should start applying for that now.
i gotta work on ms chan's present now and clear up my room a little. i think mentally i'm just tired and starting to drift. so i feel o.k. but my sense is warped and imagining that i just got kicked out of american idol.
some of my favourites are out. some remain. and they did such a good job. i'm not typically a fan of AI cause the songs and the show's image is rather tame and boring; but those with the voices- i'm surprised at how much i just love to hear them sing, and it doesn't matter what. it's their vocal quality and style.
ayia.
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